I'm tired

I am tired of people always having something to say. Why can't I just do things my way. Every thing that I wanted to do they always told me it was never going to come true. I am tired of them putting me down making me feel like I am the hard cold hard ground. It make me mad every time I see myself so sad. It is a shame that they always say that every thing I want to do is lame. The words they say hurt and it makes me feel like I am dirt . It really breaks my heart to see them tear me apart. Every night I cry because I know how hard I try. I am tired of people making me feel so small. I feel like I'm in a nightmare where I fall and I have no one to call. I just wanna prove them wrong by writing them a song to show them that I don't care about them being unfair. I pray to God to take my pain away and I keep telling myself maybe someday. I fell like every thing I want to do is not insane but every time I try I just feel the pain.

Every time I see their faces I just imagine I am in different places where the sun is shining and I won't ever had to worry about crying. I am going to have them so mesmerize their hypnotize . Every time I fight I  just wanna make every thing right .All I want people to see is all I have to do is believe and I know my time has came in the end I will be the one having so much fun and I know every thing I wanted to do will be done and all the pain I had will be gone. I thought that all the things I wanted to do were inconceivable and was very unbelievable deep down I know every thing I wanted to do was going to come true . I want the to realize if they  were to look in my eyes they would know why I cry. I wanted to give them people that big shock and show them that I can rock and that I won't never stop and I want them to see that I can achieve and will always believe and I want them to know that I'll never let go. Where I'll make it top and show them all I got.