I'm Tormented by that last Look.

I'm tormented by that last look.
They stole my heart with 5 gun shots.
Never to feel whole again.
Drowning in tears of pain.
Damn these fucking crooks.
See the streets have an expiration date. 
They took  you from me and said checkmate.
Envy is a drug like not other. 
Gunned down killed by your own brothers.
No one knows my pain.
But when I let it out they going to wish I had restraint.
They say time heals all. 
Six years later I'm still angry, hurt and hot like a fireball.
So don't tell me I know nothing about loss.
I remember being on my on my knees begging God please don't let him cross.
I'm tormented by that last look.