Tears from A Gangsta

They say Gangsta's aint supposed to cry
But I find myself drowning in sorrow
The toughest heart just starting to crack 
I know most of my time is borrowed
I have seen things that have made me numb
I've done things I cant take back
When my time comes don't cry for me or say bye to me
Remember all the good things I did and how I rocked to the beat of my own drum
Remember all the love I had to give
Forgive me for my Flaws, mistakes and Street life
I want to apologize to my family for all the strife
All I can do now is try to live right
I'm just breaking down how I feel
Hoping someone hears me without a fight
These are Tears from A gangsta