I'm writing you this letter, that it may find you peace.

I'm writing you this letter,
that it may find you peace.
I have given up and I'm fading away.
It won't be long maybe another day.
I gave this world a life of sadness,
a life of a soul that dwelt in madness.
I never seen the love of others or a beauty so rare.
Just a handful of hate that only made people stare.
The nightmares grew to be to much
As I tried to forever find my luck.
The scars I carry will be the reminder 
that life is sometimes unfair.
The tears were always falling from my face
but the secrets that I hold with never be traced.
Terror and fate is among us all.
I just wanted you to care mom 
I never ask to be born
what you did to me hurt me more than all the scars you gave me.
Life is going to be over soon, I just wanted you to know
that all the pain you gave me and the scars you put upon my body
I still loved you after all you did, 
I forgive you for all you did.