IN MY EXPERIENCE

There was never enough time to do things properly,
like unreachable hills which remained distantly,
I wanted to hold you and keep you in my arms forever,
we knew what we had to do and would go forward together.

There was never enough leeway, they say, for hooray,
If I don't enter the contest I can't lose today,
I have lost a thousand games but I'm still a winner,
but your chance of credulity become thinner.

There was never enough space when we made love,
It was already scheduled, fixed, from heaven above,
I found a level which you must find in order to survive,
you plane out, realize what's missing, become alive.

You can 'read' things which are never really there,
If you do so, you can change them, to prove that you care.