IN THE INSIDE

My memories destroy me
A girl living in horror
Who is suffering and dying in the inside
But outside she fakes her happiness and well being
She’s being mistreated in the inside
But it never wanted me to know or witness
My bitterness remains in the inside
None will or can ever understand why I cry
To them being beaten or hurt is when tears full
Since the day I arrived on this earth there was never peace in the inside
There was never comfort or happiness
What made me who I am is the tear that rolled down my face