In The Rain

I'm standing in the rain
I gotta lot of words in my brain
Most of the time it's screaming at me
And I gotta set those words free
I constantly feel cursed
It don't even go away when the words are dispersed 
I'm just a man or at least I try to be
But I don't feel like one when the weight of the whole world is on top of me
I have no faith , no angels to talk to
No book to hold on to
I do what I gotta do
I push my way through this life
Navigate through the torment and strife 
I've giving my all, but I'm never giving my life
I admit I almost have 
But I look back and laugh
I am set on my path
But I am beaten back by the storm
Weathered and worn
My spirit is torn
I know there must be a reason I was born
I'm in constant pain all the time
I reflect in my rhyme
Through the voices in my mind
I won't give up
I will never shut up
But I am not happy, I'm sorry
A storm cloud just follows me
Trying to ensure that I drown
And that I can't get up off the ground
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to choose these words to say
I need some help to calm my brain
I need an anchor to keep me sane
I need a way to release this pain
I need the sense to get out the rain

By LukeCoomer (c)