Infestations of the Mind

Constant thoughts inside my head,
The angel and the devil,
That perch on my already heavy shoulders,
I can no longer tell the difference,
I have no one to tell me the difference,
Dragging myself into a downward spiral,
Screaming at the infestations,
Blaming the two of them for my thoughts,
Unknowing whether these thoughts are good or evil,
Unknowing whether these thoughts are false or a reality check,
Quickly giving up yelling at myself,
Quickly giving up on fighting back,
Disappearing into the black, empty space,
Retreating to a place where i hoped was safe.