insomnia 2

its late again and still

the night black as ever

i fight this mess i find

have lost completely

wait it is my mind

for what lay ahead

no one can be sure

accept my fate

for i may never sleep

three days past and here i am

still awake and tired

exausted to say the least

this paper my only friend

for driven away at my own doing

for the reason still unsure

did i do something wrong?

of that i am sure

no.

strange i am, typing away

while the world around me sleeps

of their slumber i found jealousy

i never thought i would say

i am jealous in everyway

for those who stop

and lay in bed, without a moment

find their rest

why so hard for me

when i have tried everything

from exuasting feat, to milk i drank

and camamile tea, to sudaphed

and sleeping pills have no effect

and then of course back again

to any idea given

this exaust needs to stop

for hallucinations  begin to start

please help if you can

come up with an idea of how this ends

make it a happy one please

for all i have left to turn

are really bad habits

that i really dont need