Internal Help

Sales fueled the flaws, eating, drinking, sleeping dominance! Hearing “No” turned me on, I was afraid of no challenge, my insecurities only grew.

12 hours a day, mentally, physically and psychologically owning weaker less educated people, convincing them to fund my commissions.

I took this behavior home, I carried these tactics wherever I would go and my double edged sword became sharper with each put together, with each objection, with each close.

Feel, felt, found and word tracks like “ people don’t care how much you know, until they know how much you care”, just part of my huge arsenal.

I was competing on the highest level and holding the highest gross! 

But that was then, this is now

I broke free from the process, I checked the ego at my front door, I started to feel guilty for my actions and behavior, I asked for forgiveness and I swore to myself… 

I will sell no more!

It feeds my monsters, it prevents me from growth, it contradicts my values and morals, it affects the ones I love! 

No amount of money, can break those self-laws, no price I will accept to support these flaws!