Is that all you have for me?

I never thought it was gonna end up this way. Pieces of me left along the side of the road when you said you'd never leave me alone. I'll come in if you let me but I found myself on the wrong side of the door,  this hits deep down hard core. Thought I heard your voice just the other day when I got to my car,  time lingers while slipping through my fingers I wished on a burnt-out star. I'm one step off because you hurt me and I've had enough.  At night I can no longer sleep how things got so dark and shitty I'll never know,  peep out the window the sunrise gives me the creeps.  The last time you saw me I was standing on the ledge couldn't hold it together trying to forget the things you said.  Sometimes I think it'll work its self out but then I fall back into a realm of self doubt.  Say nothing at all and help me build up this wall. Obsessing on what you said before I wound up cut bleeding out on the bathroom floor.  Torn from limb to limb it should of been apparent you'd never give in.