Is It Me?

Is it me who encourages your deception, your lies?
Do I somehow invite your wrath with my fear-filled eyes?
Is it me who provokes you to find pleasure in my cries?
Do I please you when I displease you so your fists can fly?
Was it me who put the needle to your skin the very first time?
Do I support your self-harm and craving for crime?
Is it me who will be left to cover for you with lies?
Do I deserve this living hell with a man who never tries?