It will get better?

I seek an end

Not to life

But through the darkness 

It’s so thick that I can’t see through it

It weighs me down

Some days are ok

But others make me afraid

Sometimes I’m scared of what I’ll do to find a way through 

I dye my hair dark to match the soul I feel inside

The way I feel makes me want to hide

Hide away from it all

But the darkness follows

There’s no way through

So i drown all my sorrows 

In whatever I can get

Drink after drink

But still

I can’t hide from it

Only one thing

Gets me through the day

The one thing I keep on my brain

Tomorrow will be better

I repeat day after day

I will find my way through

I just hope it’s true