It's the morning after

It’s the morning after and the realization that your gone
I’m wondering what went wrong
I bury my face in the pillow to sound out my cries
I’m wondering why
I point my finger at the one in the mirror….I blame you
Look what you allowed life to take you through
I loved again
I went and put my all in
Now I am knelling on the side of my bed 
Confusion now consumes my head
I try to close my weeping eyes and think back to a better day
I fold my hands….then pray
It’s the morning after and the realization that your gone
I’m wondering what went wrong
Tears stain the letter that you left for me
Words that wished death for me
I was in the mirror blaming me…..but it’s you
Look at what you allowed life to put us through
I went and loved again
I went and put my all back in
I allowed confusion to consume me
Now life must resume…..for me
I wipe my eyes and proceed with a little laughter
It’s the morning after!