It's Not Fair To Her

I miss your face and the way you smile

The way you could make my heart race for miles

The way your smell was when you slept on my lap

How you were so peaceful while you took your nap

When do I get to see you again so I can hold you close?

To be able to hold you and hug you when I need to the most?

The sound of your breath while you slept at night

Adoring you while I held you tight

How could your mom not let you see me?

Why we can't spend time together like it's supposed to be?

You're my little girl, now and in the very beginning

I want to be there for your first day of school and when you're finally graduating

Your mom doesn't understand I love you so much

That I love you more than you can even say a whole bunch

I'm broken inside, and empty without you

It's hard for me every day to move through

How can people be so cruel to me and you?

When how much I love you is so true?

You're supposed to be able to come to me and enjoy

Enjoy your time with me and my family

But instead your mom puts me in more and more agony

I don't understand, and I don't think she does either

I tried talking to her about it but she won't, she doesn't even bother

She won't let me talk to you on the phone, let alone in person

And she doesn't even seem to ever listen

I can't say I was there for you all the time

But god damnit you're supposed to be mine

I love you just as much as she does, why can't she see that?

She's being more than just a selfish brat

She's putting more pain inside than good at all 

She's bringing me to my knees and laughs when I fall

No matter how hard I try

She can still be cruel and watch me cry

Ask anyone if this is right one bit

Ask anyone who has been through this sh**

Is it right to keep someone away who you dearly love?

I ask him for advice, the big man above

No answers, no advice, nothing to make me warm

Instead leaves me there helpless, broken, and torn

I'm surrounded by darkness which rip my skin and wound me

How many scars do I need to show her before she can see?

I'm sinking further until I'm unable to breathe

Shaking me violently until my heart begins to seize

Someday you'll understand how much I love you

And sometime know what were lies, and what's true

So I hope if she ever grows up for your mom to know for sure

That what she's done is not fair to her....Not fair to you, not for me, not for our hearts

Cause she's tearing them apart....