It's Not Hard

Once uncontrollably happy, but that was long ago.

I stare out the drizzling glass; And again it starts to snow.

A reminder of what has been abandoned, on a cold winter night.

She did the unspeakable, I had to take flight.

Two years and counting, but i never regret.

The fact you were there, the circumstances we met.

You did unimaginable things to me, so i don't quite know why,

But yesterday you played in my head, like a perfect lyrical lie.

Its not hard to get by, its not hard to go day by day.

The only thing thats hard, is having to be okay.

With being alone and this bed, waking up to me myself and I

I miss being someones everything, but I'm too scared to try.