It's trying to hard that gets you.

Hard all is hard to find, get, forget. 

Difficult hard to stop being or doing why do you try at all, others can be so small and don't try to know you at all. 

Challenging aren't you sick of insurmountable. 

No way you'll get it done. 

And I'm sorry that I'm going to make you accountable for everything you do, but you have done worse, you tried to hard.

Life is scary it will kick you in the face, fill you with disgrace, make you challenging behaviors and talk about false policies. 

Promise you things and never deliver, cause you to shake and shiver. 

Leave your good intentions hung out to dry like dirty laundry are the questions why. 

Hard that I get criticism for trying my best after all that's all I can do. 

I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you. 

Sometimes that path was no easy or true. 

I was fooled and foolish by my own actions and the prediction of the day. 

Not sure how to conclude accept there will be Insensitive, offensive, repulsive. 
So whatever I'll stop trying to build a better everything when I'm dead. 
For I know I make things beautiful just not my face.