I've Decided I Don't Like Myself

I've decided I don't like mýself-
Although I accept that this might change.
Once, a realisation like this
Would have prompted from me
A petulant self- deprecating Rant on social media
But now I've mellowed
And can accept
That this is simply how I feel.
I think of all the people
I've annoyed
With my behaviour
And bad habits 
But also of the good things
I've done.
I've decided I don't like myself
But accept that these feelings
Are not necessarily permanent.

MDC