I've got to carry on

With all the world changing 
And the clouds rolling by, 
There's nothing that I've seen 
Except you,that made me cry, 
Read your letters,don't know how many times 
Every time it made me see, 
That breaking apart was a mistake 
And our souls are wrongly free, 
I've cried myself asleep so many times 
My dreams are faded into one, 
I used to lay there watching you
And imagine then it's just all begun, 
I lay there gazing at your sleeping smile
And at that moment, I really knew, 
That the only person in this world 
I loved, was my sleeping angel-you, 
But now, things have changed for the worse 
You started a new life,with someone new, 
And now I must pick myself up, where you left
All I have are memories of you, 
Gold & silver are quite precious 
Precious to a greedy man's heart, 
But my heart only yearns for one thing
Only you, why did we ever part, 
I've got to carry on with my own life 
I'm left with no warmth, you gave me, 
My life is falling apart around me
Now you set me away & free, 
All I have now are your memories 
And these are the hardest to face, 
The only thing I really miss
Is your nightly loving soft embrace.