Jesus unfriended me

I believe
Jesus
Has 
Unfriended 
Me
As I 
Feel
As though
i am 
in a 
Sound proof
studio
room
where 
My prayers
And pleas 
cannot
Get out

Maybe
God
Is just
Telling
Me that
I made 
My bed
And now
I just need to 
Lie in it.

IDK........

At 
this
Point 
In 
My 
Life
I am 
Asking
For
An 
Olive
Branch
Just 
One card 
Played
In my
Favor

I realize
Though
Because
Of my
Screw ups
You may 
Want 
To have
Control
Of the whole 
Hand
And 
I am cool
With that
You can
Take my
Place at 
The table
If
You
Want........