Judgeless

Misunderstood, fictional opinions drowning the Non, assumptions paired with blank stares fueled with no emotions…

I don’t care, with all respect, who the fuck are you?

Im a monster, I’m a human, I’m a mammal, I’m a real person, my reality is justified with real perception, gravity bound with sky high problems…

Eventually I’ll solve them all but please keep judging, fake friends like assholes, we all have one!

Constantly persecuted from the brutal honesty I’m spilling, feelings killing good intentions, I swear I’m not evil but I’m a bad judge of character, my reflection through my eyes hasn’t always been attractive…

So therefore I cannot blame you, nor will I call you out, I rather give up than name you, lately peace and quiet is preferred over loud riots!

Every downfall involved alcohol, every lesson learned did too, call me what you want but I’ve had to be the student and teacher, the patient and the doctor, the son without a dad and a teenage father, the abused and abusive, the hateful and grateful…

ALL AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME!!!

I won’t ever be perfect, regardless the eyes I’m seen through, including mine…

With time, I slowly become more tolerable, with effort I gradually become a better guy, I’m not perfect but I’m far from who I was.

THATS A GOOD THING, that gives all hope, my mental strain used to determine my mental pain, my childhood used to control my livelihood…

Not any fucking more!