Just A Thought (Of Love)

What if I called her and told her all of my mistakes while off the henny? Drunk text her the things i never had while off the remy. Cause last night i hate that song cause why try to call her? If you know yo girl, then she probably gon get her phone turned off. Headshot after headshot thinking about my past. Fire in the poison in my veins. It keeps the hesrt warm and filled with expression. It felt good even though i didnt know i was dying. I felt alive so to speak. I was on cloud 9. Another pun i could make. It's like sirens because I only was bound to the person i had loved not what my love had planned for me. You ever had that sticking in the tip aaaah felt like you was home feel? Or that head on her chest lips on her breast heart beats against yo ear feeling like you belong feel? The conversations you've had with her for your wounds in yo past how they all healed. It seems everytime i watch movies with white couples standing out in the rain i think of that night i had. Times I've been locked out of a heart. I hate the sound of "I love you" more than anything. I heard the quote "if there's grass in the infield play ball". I can bat over 300 all hits but what good is a game when your head is not in it? Now im only subjected to missing. Looking for a home run, a crack off the bat, a chandelier, a center fold, you get the picture? Well let me paint it out no water color this type of shit can't be watered down. I say to a girl i need some water now. Aint that a bitch? Can i just wake up with you? Smile in your face knowing it's all mine. Cute shit we can together. Thugging out in public. But you got me locked out. What am i to do? I don't even know who you are or where could i find you. All i know is that im so close unlocking your heart and being inside you. And as our palm about to touch "aye wake up it's closing time". Damn i can't believe that i almost got caught. "Bro you had everyone in they feelings with this love shit". It was just a thought.....