"Just Another Blow"

I am not at my strongest place

But with so much sorrow, I just put on a brave face

So people couldn’t see the suffering me inside

As I had just lost the main family that I once did confide

I was going back to work too early you see

The last 9 months I have had too much on my plate for me

But on my 1st day back I arrived, greeted by bosses with solemn faces and questioned directed at me

I just cried, with no fight at all to prove them wrong

So the answers went unsaid because I wasn’t very strong

I resigned from my job that I put 14 years in

By them not showing compassion and not standing beside me

was a true sin

They tried to say that this was not planned at all

When I looked around my possessions were piled in boxes,

put a side for me to haul

I feel the last 14year with you was such a waste you see

When I needed you most you just pushed me aside

and set me free

I now live with some decision I made were not the best

But what did you expect without your support

an my life such a mess

I am guilty of spending every moment I could with my dying Dad

Too which I don’t feel guilty but I’m glad that I had

I now live in hope that karma will be served

To the unfair, heartless people that truly deserve

That their lives be shattered beyond repair for sure

And no support from work but to kick you

when you’re down once more

Now it’s over and this chapter has come to an end

Remember when your down you will know who’s your true friend

They will stand beside you even when you push them away

They will not stop believing you

but stand beside you each and every day