Just Disappear, Just Die

 November.30.2003
 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

I wish you would die 
And go to hell
Everything that comes out of your mouth
I can't believe because it's just a lie
To your face I wish I could tell
"I hate you" 
Because you're to me no longer real
You are not true
And towards you nothing is what I feel

You try to command
But get mad when I don't obey
I don't know why you can't understand
On what I'm trying to say
For you to just shut up and listen
Is what I demand
I'm not a little girl with the shine in her eye
My eyes no longer glisten
I ask one thing of you "Just disappear, Just die"

In the war no longer you are
That was your past
Way back so far
So stop letting the memory last
Stop in my eyes trying to be this star
I honestly don't care
Your life I don't want to be in 
My life with you I don't want to share
Keep trying to control me and my love you won't win

Just disappear
The way you were brought up don't pass on to me 
I won't listen I don't care
God from his life set me free
Just die
When I'm finally rid of this prisonment
Then I will beable to happily cry
Untill then in this depression I am sent
This hatered for you I won't lie
Is beyond deep
And this passion of wanting you gone
It's hauntingly steep

These past couple of months
You have been doing things that make me sick 
Make me ill
I wish God could of made a better pick
But I'm stuck with you 
you think your all that and slick
Well the only thing you are is fake
No where being true
Through your heart will be a wooden stake

God let this ass get his own life
And leave mine alone
Because no matter what I do It's never right It's always wrong
Get it over with.... turn me to stone
So in this life here I won't spend so long

So get it into your mind
There is nothing you can do
Some how some way my own life I will find
So always remember when I'm gone
"I hated you"

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