Just go away

Do you wake up in pain each day
I don't mean physically pain but... 
emotional pain
with tears running down your face
and you feel empty and there nothing you can do about it
just nothing 
you want to die
but you can't 
and you don't understand the meaning of life anymore 
that you have no purpose 
your just empty
your in a dark state and you can't come out of it
your stuck 
your lonely
oh and those tears... 
they are still there 
but you finally fall asleep 
you have a few moments of peace
But it never lasts 
it never does 
you always wake up
and all the pain and emotions all just come flooding back again 
and you start crying again 
and you want all the pain just to go away