Just One Night of Fun

Look forward to Friday night to go out for some fun
Can hardly wait to get out of school to meet up with everyone
So then the time came to get ready for the night
I could get in trouble because I knew it wasn't right
But nothing bad will happen and my mom will never find out
She will believe I'm at my friends without any doubt 
We had a blast and everything seems to be fine
Before we knew it the sun started to shine
I went home and mom was sound asleep
I crawled  into my bed without making a single peep
Months went by and it seemed we never got caught
But me and my boyfriend split up cause we always fought
I started getting sick and could never seem to get well
I didn't understand why my life was turning into hell
Went to the doctor to learn that I've ruined my life
Felt as though I was gutted with a dull knife
Never thought that this could really happen to me
Only one night of fun and now I have HIV 
I've always been smart and made good grades 
But the only thing I really knew is this turns into aids
It was Nobody's fault! I'm the only one to blame
I guess I wasn't as smart as I always claimed
I've hurt my mom,my family,and lost my friends
It just feels as though my life is at it's end 
So what do I do now as I wish I were already dead
If I knew then what I know now, I would have been smart and just stayed in bed!