Just to be difficult

Stupid difficulty, holding back some. Dum obstacles, getting in the way. Frustrating how a message can ruin your life, difficult happenings moments of loss. Dragging difficult emotions a load of shit and bricks. Contemplation of the visious  cycle. Trapped in the here and now can't think of anything else, making it difficult to get ones hands on a bright future. Snap out of it. Shake it off or let it hurt you like they intended. Just to make sure you are in a difficult position, situation..So they feel a little more evil and try and rub dirt on one's soul. Cause and effect, effort and stress, woe and strain. Knives out for personal gain. This is a difficult task to complete to save your own life by selecting your own identity. And sticking with it.