Just Waiting For You

The shadows of my psyche
The shades that haunt my soul
Crawl slowly to encase me
To consume me
To devour me whole
My demons linger just behind my eyes
Just below the surface of my dreams
full of rage and starving after being left so long, locked away with out feeding or room to run
Hideous twisted things creep towards me
From the dark corners of this room
All claws and teeth and repulsive dripping of desire from their wretched mouths in anticipation of ripping me apart
They savor every breath in my lungs and every beat of my heart
Yet here I lie, hollow, empty and dull
The most deplorable and disturbing of the twisted nightmares, given life by my despair, can no longer motivate me to flinch, or move an inch or even start to care
Because out there somewhere you are lost
In a dark chaos that I know all too well
Somewhere I can no longer reach you or I would pull you from your hell
Somewhere out there, in the depths of madness, in a clearer conscious lost deep inside your mind
You are calling for me
Crying out, for a voice you can not find
And I sit helpless and alone
Knowing their is little that I can do
But I will lay here and decay even for all eternity, just waiting for you
Waiting for that moment when you look at me and see me once again
When you feel my hand in yours
And recall all that we are, all that we've been
When I can stand where you stand
And you can breath so I'll breath
When hand in hand we face everything
Strong, invensible, unstoppable together
And we hold on forever
When you finaly find your way out of that darkness and emerge to the bright new day
You'll find me still here, where I swore I would stay
If it takes another 100 years for you to make it through
I will gladly lay here in my misery
Just waiting here for you