King Sized Bed (part 2)

I Met Someone New:
Rehabilitation:
Okay so you're all done with regrets. You feel your changing for the better. Maybe you are, maybe you've said enough is enough. No more crying, no more regrets, no more wallowing. But are you fully changed? No. You still do little things by yourself that you did with your significant other. You still hold on to that one thing. Wether if it's a dream or a piece of clothing. You don't know why that is but you think it's just normal. No. It's not. Period. Like me at some point I used to visualize she was there in the bed with me so I slept on one side of bed. And when I woke up I would think she's right there smiling at me. But now that I'm single and moved on I still did it. Not to do this day of course, but I still did it because well I felt she would come back. But the visions stopped, I stopped seeing her in bed with me. When I wake up I don't look to the other side of the bed no more. If I do it's only because I'm peeking at my phone. I stopped sleeping on one side and slept in the middle and I noticed it got bigger more space. I could anything I want now cause I'm no longer bound by my visions and wishing she was there. Sleep peacefully, I don't even worry no more. It's like kicking an addiction. You feel rehabilitated.

Working On Your Game:
After being in a relationship so long you come to realize that I don't need to say much anymore. You know, I got my girl. Right there is where you fucked up. Because you always gotta have your game strong. Even though you got her make her feel new. You know running game on her like you are trying to get her. Because when you stop running game cause you found that one your game after the relationship is gonna be horrible. Like you don't really how much of affect it's gonna have on you. It's crazy you gonna be so thirsty for females and not even realize it. Or dudes for the women that's reading this. You start the lines you said to your ex to pull them not know that they ain't your ex, they not gonna fall for that bullshit. You reinventing, you try to you know rethink what you're gonna say, how you gonna say it, what's gonna go through the other person's mind. Then at some point you say fuck it, wing it, you got nothing to lose there are still some good women out there. What's the worst that could happen? Well I'ma tell you. Rejection! That's the worst that could happen. But really all it is is just a reminder to sharpen up your game. Be more of this, more of that, put a little more swag in your step. You know, things like that so when you get another chance at a another beautiful woman you can hit it out of the park. But remember stay sharp, be you, and take your time. You'll get it right.

Outro:
I say all of that to say this don't make the same mistakes I did. I know all the advice I'm trying to give may not be all that people want. I'm just give trying to face my problem while helping with yours. It's the only way I can fix mine and be myself again I can't lose myself no more because I may not find myself again. That's a risk I can't take. My problem was for those who were wondering that I kept thinking about a person turned out to show their true colors. But I kept thinking and hoping the person I knew before that would come out and show herself but it never did and now realize it now I can finally move on from it. It can haunting my dreams. It can stop messing with my life and I can be at peace for the first time. Besides I met someone new and I have a feeling she could be better.