Larger than life

I was programmed to be larger than life;
 
groomed to be centre stage,
 
to exaggerate my every expression
 
in order to proclaim Jesus' name
 
It was well intentioned
 
there's no one to blame
 
I enjoy performing
 
I have a flare
 
though I don't seek fame
 
But I may attract attention
 
with my luscious hair
 
my golden Samson mane
 
It's not intentional
 
I'm just lazy to groom
 
I'm not so vain
 
I try to do things in halves
 
they turn out three quarters
 
And when I set larger goals
 
they turn out half baked
 
There's something imbalanced
 
but it's not hocus pocus
 
At the end of the day I just need to focus
 
But life don't work that way
 
unless you're a rich snob
 
This dreamer extraordinaire
 
is nothing but a slob
 
If anyone comes to the Lord
 
from my lousy witness
 
Being perfect
 
is clearly not the litmus