last tear

As endless tears fall from my half broken heart in my mind I'm thinking of which way to go, my mind tells me stop it no tears shall fall from these eyes but my heart says otherwise as each tear drops fall, how can I be when I sit and I think of all the happiness people share, yet me so invisable, broken and torn, with no one to hold or need my shoulder to cry on, I ask In my heart really what can I do to be happy and heathy instead of hurt and blue, why do you hide me, do you shame me, dispose me, if I died would you cry, would you even care or would I just be another broken down mess, I only want answers on why you hide me, never will I be whole for I shall lay in silence crying till I take my last breath my eyes close as the last tear falls..