Learning Disability problem

A mind full of goals,
yet a heart full of pain,
its all just a game,
someone wins and someone loses,
does anybody even see the bigger picture?

The teacher talks and explains on what we shall have to do,
All in my mind is what we shall have to do,

until the teacher comes around and hands out a paper to me,
my memory suddenly fades away,
frustration slowly rises upon me,

as I just sit here trying to get everything down on paper,
its just not happening.

an IQ a bit lower than a normal person my age,
but teacher that doesn’t mean that I am not smart.

so forgive me teacher if I do not meet your Standards.

as I am here trying my Hardest,
I may not be the best at theory,
I may not be that fast at writing,
I may just tell you one thing.

I am truly unique in my very own special way,
as teacher I am good with my hands,
just give me anything to create or think outside the box and I shall do it in my very own unique and special way.