Let it end

I don't wanna feel like this anymore
Don't bother, i'm already gone.
Should I leave, can I go?
Will I just end up a ghost?
Let me end it, you don't care.
Youll see me in your dreams.
Send my soul to sleep, I just wanna sleep.

These tainted talents writen in blood.
Who will hear me, who will care?
I wanna die, but it's not fair.
You say you love me, but do you care?
You say you do, but you only care about yourself.

Ill just finish another bottle and write my poems.
I'm so fucking tired of this life.
Why bother rhyming, or moonlighting. 
All that I see is the moons light, dimming my mind.
Maybe I'll get my wish at the end of another empty bottle.