Let me explain

Hey why you treating me the way that you do
I am not trying to hurt or disrespect you
Understand one thing I am not that crude
I am not in the business of being that rude
But you doubt me always through and through
But spirituality and writing is my soul food
And all I am trying to do is get my message of love, kindness and caring through
But is it possible when I can't even get through to you
I know what I do may seem small and irrelevant in all I do
But to me it is important to make people see the truth
That the future is not in hate and violence
But it's in love and peace
The is my message that I preach
And you ask me why I feel the need to do this
You say I dont even know the people to whom I beseech
You say focus on your own life don't worry about others
But you see humanity is my family, we are all sisters and brothers
And I am sorry that you get angry and that you don't understand
And I know you think because I am getting nowhere
Than I am just wasting my time
And maybe I never will or maybe things will change
Maybe it's just a stupid dream to believe one day I will be center stage
But I've done nothing with my life until now
And who knows maybe it's too late
But I don't want to whimper out I want to be a fiery blaze
And I am sorry that you don't really believe in me
But I have to keep my faith and believe I have a destiny
But don't think that I am shutting you out
It is the other way around
Casting on me anger and a shed load of doubt
But I am trying to do my best to carry everyone and everything with me
I don't want to anyone or anything be in believe me
But it's hard when you beat me up all the time
You make me question what I am doing
And that I am wasting my time
But this is my dream and surely I am entitled to that
To write and be spiritual why is that so bad?