LETTER OF ADMISSION PART 2 (Version of Mysterious Living Imagination)

~~LETTER OF ADMISSION PART 2

I love you
But that doesn't seem to be enough
It doesn't connect the dots
Like how I wish you were here
My thoughts are with you
I miss the thought of just
Thinking about you with excitement
No guilt or disciplinary to self
Just the thought of capturing
The connection from a distance
Knowing you thinking of me and dwelling on that
The yearn to see you, cant wait to see you excitement
Chemistry and laughter
Spontaneous plans  we would make
All that 'alike' vibe...

Presence of you
Joy in you
The life in you
The sparkle in your eyes
The attitude look you make
Just that charming smile
 That makes you look more handsome
I do miss you
I do wish to see you
But days are no more
Things have changed
No more weighing options to myself
That all was just for the moment
Candle lit for just when the sun set

I will remember you
Unfortunately I cant tell of this
For this chapter is already closed
I'm a woman to a lovely man now
But I believe I made time to let you decide
Yet time decided for you
Before you knew it
It was too late

This all grew like a seed planted
From a fantasy to reality
Now became a poetry
I cant let it grow no more
Loyalty is me
I cant have both
I accept this to myself that
I might feel something
something now buried
As sad as it can be
 I admit to self
Not to live with ignorance
Not to lie to myself
And now that I did Admit
I have to let you go with every thought of you in me

Hardest part to do
Was to make you let go too
The moment was lived
So as life goes on
My Former Mysterious Partner!
So Long.

LBM