Letter to a lost love

I miss you hand in mine 
I miss the sound of your laugh and watching your smile loght up the room 
I miss being next to you
I wonder if you ever miss that too
You changed my life in such a short amount of time 
I still think of you and think you're so damn fine
Letting you go was a mistake
One that'll always make my heart ache
Now when I'm with someone else I feel like number being fake
You'll alway be apart of me
You were my first love
Your hand fit in mine better than my favorite glove
It may of been over a year but you still give my heart a tug
I'm sorry I was dumb and I'm sorry I screwed up
I wish you'd forgive me for letting you go
I don't think I've ever felt this low 
I hope I can once again make your smile glow