The one who got away

I started falling for you the  moment our eyes locked across the room
You smiles at me and made me melt 
I was hurt and broken so many times and that smile you gave me made me feel something I never felt 
I was lost for so long and you showed me the light 
Before long you were the main person I talked to morning, noon, and night.
Loving you felt so right but it also filled me with fright 
I was hurt so much I didn't think I deserved your love and pushed you away
That will always be the worst choice and biggest mistake I've made 
I still haven't been able to forgive myself to this day 
Tomorrow, months, and even years away, you'll always be the one who got away 
I realized how I felt too late and it will always cause me self hate 
You were the thing in my lofe that made sense 
Then I pushed you away and put up a fence
I wish I could go back to a time I once was yours 
When we had so many opportunities and open door​​​​​​s
I keep telling myself if we are meant to be 
That one day you'll take me back and it'll be just you and me