Letter to my parents

I know you think I am not okay
But I am
I know you feel I won't make it without what you have 
But I have a feeling I will
Being a single parent is not what I can describe as a curse 
I don't find myself fearful anymore
I don't find myself wondering as much anymore
I am not waiting to be completed by another
I am not waiting to feel pieces being put together 
I am present in my own presence 
I am awake in my own heart
I have met the love of my life and he is ravishing
The power of a Super ranger and the most special Super power
The ability to make my smile with just entering a room
His 5 and the most sweetest human being I have ever come across
I can't believe we carry little miracles in our tummys to heal and walk with us daily
I am not afraid,I will work my hardest to keep him enjoying his life and pray for an eternity for him to be happy always
Dont be afraid I am truthfully and honestly happy being his mom
Tantrums and tears included
Being by his side makes me feel like I know exactly what my purpose is
His little arms around me makes me feel like I am always present in an angel's presence
I am going to be okay. Relax