life

wanted nowhere 
feeling forlorn
needing less time
life is such a grind

tears do fall
laughs no more
kindness doesnt show
people ignore
life is just existence

ahead is a wall
peace hides behind
mirrors show the past
the future is fanasy
that dies long ago

sunshine is a smile
a feeling that doesnt hurt
a way out of misery
shorted sight glow

still here another day
tomorrow will come 
rain as usual
a blessing ?
familiarity conquers me

messiahs abound
they look up not down
on the floor i crawl
underfoot a useful home

problems abound
beats of aches
simmer within
one day is my way out 
come now i bellow 
yet i cant shout