Light>Dark

Everything has changed 
I can’t see the dark.
Almost feel deranged 
I guess it left it’s mark.

Why in a strange way 
I miss the other side.
Even on the darkest day
When I needed to hide.

It become a part of me 
For the best part of 9 years.
I can now clearly see 
My passenger fed off my fears.

It fed off my pain 
Beat me to the ground.
Drove me insane 
Yet I miss it being around.

I guess It gave me drive 
Something to battle and fight.
Broken but so alive 
Facing demons day and night.

I know it will take a lot 
To send me back that far.
I appreciate all I’ve got 
Remembering every scar.