live NOW

lying naked across a smooth 34 years ago

blinded in lights and dylan's desire

i first tasted loves betrayal

colours i borrowed from a casket that was silent

mermaids have danced me past all the rocky graves

slate black eyes in the whisky bar

no meadows singing no rivers carrying the name i was prescribed

sprawled dead on a carpet that the goddess wrote on a wall to keep the history  in vines

now i write in aqua blue 

alone with heavy glances from mirrors smashed in the devils pawn

buried by an ocean that's full of forgotten hand s-

wanting to touch me

caught in a raggy sack my voice lies upon a pillow in the loyal memories grasp

oh dark child are you really me

am i sold in slavery from this shiny sharp blade

one  more fresh dug grave before we go