Lonliness

The pain of lonliness comes at random moments 
you cry daily into your pillows 
hot tears burning in your throat 
On winter days it demolishes you 
all you know is deep sorrow 
No joy 
At its worst it guts your soul 
you feel empty and worthless 
You feel trapped by circumstance
no way out of the hole 
Lonliness comes when you least expect it 
You have no husband to cuddle
no friend to hold 
Your pain intensifies to the highest degree 
Youre neglected and without hope 
the emotions strong 
Your heart burning with desire
You dont get your wish
Your dreams broken 
A terrible place to be
A terrible feeling to bear inside 
One day you whisper itll improve 
One day at a time you hope and pray 
Please god let my suffering cease to be 
id give anything to not be lonely.....