Look Here...

Same look on my face, look what this anger represents...
I aint looking but if I came up to hold your hand.
Would you look me in the eye and apologize for all your sins?
Cause if im god your going to die from this magic pen...

You gonna cause pain to me then disappear?
You turned me insane, you see, if only you could hear.
Same ages but different tears.
Anger rages through me, its truly fear.
I aint changing, I aint a moving kid.
Im mainly a bruised victim from you, how dare you interfere.

Then you get me hooked up in the feelings.
Im a nice guy, you don't want to be eye to eye to my true feelings.
The blue wall with red smears in it.
Broken bricks, who are you to make me pierce my skin,.

I had no option but to hurt myself.
You hurt me anyway, I hope one day I don't hurt you and show you how it felt.
So I urge you to move to somewhere else.
Your a special bird but I prefer to be with someone else.
Your cursed, your the devil who should've already burned in hell.

Im angry and sad at the same time.
Should I go punching walls, cry and say im fine.
Break all the laws and pay wave the fine.
Disconnect all the calls with rage and fire.
Put it out with all the force of your anger and desire.
Morph into a orangutan, wolf or tiger.
Unplug your life cord and hang with a tie by the spider.
Up along the wall with the chorus from the dryer.
The finished ring tone called but was ignored cause you died, ha!

The hardest part of this situation is figuring it out.
Trying to solve the problems without reaching out.
Getting taught pain is like being allowed.
To hurt when the smile on your face is really misleading doubts.