Losing hope

Im slowly losing hope 
All she seemed to do was smoke dope
Shes givin up but still treating me like a joke 
Im slowly losing hope 
She told me to pull the ropes back in the relationship 
But this ship is slowly sinking 
Im so sick of over thinking 

Yo im about to blow 
Now my mind is stuck on slow 
I want her back but i need to say no 
Now im feeling so god dam low 
All i do is think 
My emotions yo they seem to sink 
She left me in a heart beat 
And That just makes me weak 
I dont know what i seek anymore 
This gurl has made me sore 
Every day that goes by i seem to want her more 
I felt the love deep within my core 
I must of broke her law 
I cared to much 
Apaently all i do is seem to rush 
All i ever wanted was to make her blush 
I guess it was just to much for the girl 
I feel anxious and i want to hurl 
Her love was so contagious 
I felt our love was dangerous  
But her feeling for me got less and less 
It was all just a game yeah she left 
Now im left feelling alone 
Noloner the king of her throne
We are no loner in our zone 
 im left feeling all the shame 
Feeling like im so lame
She was the love of my life 
Someday she was gonna be my wife 
Now in my heart theres a knife 
Yo fuck this life 
Im slowly losing hope 
All she seemed to do was smoke dope
Shes givin up but still treating me like a joke 
Im slowly losing hope 
She told me to pull the ropes back in the relationship 
But this ship is slowly sinking 
Im so sick of over thinking

Why is it that love destroys 
Why is it that it hurts the boys more 
Why is it that the girl always walks out the door 
I bet she walked to the drug store Thats enough i dont want to discriminate 
I dont even want to hate 
But i guess its just to late 
I fell straight for that girls bait 
Now i dont even know what to say about my mental state 
I have alot on my plate 
Sometimes i feel i should leave 
Walk up the stairs and open the gate 
I look at myself and ive lost so much weight
I dont even have a single mate 
Im just coming up with songs 
Trying to create that that mix tape 
I just want to reshape my mind 
I want to be able to escape my kind 
Ive lost my motivation 
And I dont even know the meaning of relaxation
Im so sick of this temptation 
I want this girl back 
My name is zach 
And im looking for pay back 
Im slowly losing hope 
All she seemed to do was smoke dope
Shes givin up but still streating me like a joke 
Im slowly losing hope 
She told me to pull the ropes back in the relationship 
But this ship is slowly sinking 
Im so sick of over thinking
I hate this pain 
Theres an actual stain in my brain
Its making me go insain
All i want is her love 
At a stage i thought she was sent from above 
But when push come to shove 
I guess it wasnt real love 
But how could that be
She said it to me 
Made me believe 
That she would never leave 
Now im stuck with my thoughts and all i do is grieve 
She had all the power 
She would complain every hour 
She said all id do is cower
To me she is beautiful like a flower 
When we would take a shower 
She would always act so sour 
When we reach the bed 
I always had these thoughts running through my head 
Every mean word that she said 
Every message that i read 
I knew she never cared amd thats actually hard to bare 
This feeling i have is so un fair 
Shes with her new boy 
I just hope he doesng treat her like a toy
I hope he brings her lots of joy 
i hope she is happy without me 
Im slowly losing hope 
All she seemed to do was smoke dope
Shes givin up but still streating me like a joke 
Im slowly losing hope 
She told me to pull the ropes back in the relationship 
But this ship is slowly sinking 
Im so sick of over thinking