The feeling

(THE FEELING IS BACK)

I just cant stop this feeling
I keep jumping to the ceiling 
My brain keeps on revealing
That im the man
 i wont stop till i get a girl squealing
My mental state keeps healing
I know so many dickheads still stealing
To make a dollar they dealing 
Cunt im so sick of third wheeling
Girls is it just me or am i unappealing 
I honestly dont care
See im proud of what i wear
Everyone be aware 
When i declare who i am
I garantee you wont help but stare
Theres no one that can compare
I will get there
My mind is elsewhere 
See you better prepare
Because when i breath in this fresh air
I could become your worst nightmare
Ill have you saying this blokes got it
Mann its so unfair 
See awhile ago i had a scare
I was taken to a differnt place
When i was there i just seen this face
A man standing with a briefcase
Told me the way i was being was a disgrace
I was told to move to my birthplace
I couldnt even keep a straight face
Kept saying to me i need to save the human race
He was so close to my face
I didnt have enough breathing space
I remember blacking out
I remember all i did was shout
Fuck you guys dont know what im about 
People constantly saying im a dropout 
That im nothing but a sell out
See i had noone willing to bail me out
I was gonna give up and bail out
It took years for me to come about
See im not that big but if you hurt my family
You better expect a knockout
Im the one who gets into clubs after lockout
Everybody better lookout 
If you message me dont mess about
Id be glad to hang out
When i was 16 i hit a roundabout 
It hurt so much but at the end of the day i was the one who went without
Ill give you the lay out
Im just like a seed and im about to sprout 
Im about to flower
I feel im a different person every hour
In my brain i have so much power
I just empower the stages of mania
And ill keep climbing the tower
I know i have the will power
I use to always cower 
Feeling so little
Always getting locked in hospital
Because *my brains to fast*
They made me feel like an outcast
I know my depression wouldnt last
I know my neutrons would blast
I just had to remember my past 
I know my brain would eventually outlast the injection
I had to look at my reflection
Over look and analyse the situation 
Realise im my own creation
Told by the voices in my head i dont belong in this generation 
What i know would shock the nation
Im just your typicall white Caucasian 
Just full of frustration
Lacking the hydration
Gee my mind is just full of information
My mind re opened my imagination 
Through constant work at meditation
Getting off that fuckimg medication
Sick of the the look on my familys face 
You know that look of devastion
My mind was full of desperation
All i wanted was to get to my destination 
I was denied my elevation
Getting through just by my own motivation
For years ive been on observation
Do thes guys not realise i know all about thier occupation 
All because i had the power of prediction
Getting taked to the police station
Aparently i didnt have the authorization
For all the information that i know about this nation
I had a realization 
And all i ever needed was abit of appreciation
I mean whats everyones exception 
Doctors fooling my family making the believe
I just had an hallucination 
*mr kaye its all just apart of your imagination*
Man no one can understand the level of humiliation 
*there must be a simple justification*
Hahaha they are the ones that are good at manipulation
Yep im talking about that secret organization 
They thought they could hold me back with there sterilization 
I remembert the interigation 
Those dickeads seem to think i dont have an education
Testing every single  one of my reactions
*zach can you show us your identification?
See mate i always had self detercination
I remeber every conversation
YEP i remember every operation
Hmmm i think it was called experimentation 
I wonder if they got what they need from my examination 
Im proof of brain modification 
So yeah that was my situation
Im back mother fuckers
Did you just like my demonstration 
See i had to move locations 
Because they new my every action
Now im actually relaxin
No guys im not relapsin
I feel my brain cracklin
Im finally back in my zone 
I feel like i never check my phone
I know im alone
Im someone that has a back bone
Im fuckimg home grown
Always got on thoses headphones
my brain would always postpone
Why are you all scared of the unknow 
Im gonna grab the microphone
Show you peeps that i know i deserve the throne
Ok ok ok
My mind is not okey
It wont stay at bay
my minds full just like my ashtray
Im getting smarter everyday 
Will they come for Me? They may
Will they get me? No way
Alright i think thats enough
Just know i know so much stuff
My mind is tough
Cigarettes are the only thing i puff
I will get to the top sure enough.