Lost...

Create the child and love the child,
take her to your heart.
Cherish her.....keep her safe,
never be apart.
Watch her grow....be proud so
of everything she does.
Always be..the family
that loves her most because,
this precious gift is yours, you hope,
and if one day you find,
this child you loved 
has grown away
and left you all behind,
this child that once was young and sweet,
has problems now herself.
Although  she never tells you so
she has poor mental health.
Her issues make her see the world 
In dark and evil hues.
She lives in lies, will fantasise 
and give those lies her truths.
To have a fractured child is
just  too hard to say,
but as a mum I say a prayer
each and  every day..
That maybe she'll remember 
how  truly loved she was..
And when she does
she’ll  come back home
no longer a lost cause. 
There's lots of water ‘neath that bridge..
She left her kids behind...
Forgets she has a kindred blood
Its really hard to find
the love that once was without bounds,
but now is locked  inside.
I always tried to to keep in touch
but all she did was hide.
And when eventually I found 
A way to say ‘hello’
As usual,she would tell me  exactly where to go..
 to  “f**k the hell off’ once again
In no uncertain terms
Has now become a message 
that  I sadly  have now learned.