lost

help me,

i cant breathe....

all this evil, a lifetime of lies..

im buried beneath.

i want to run, i wish i could fly,

i need to heal,

im dying inside

i keep it real.

its been one hell of a ride

so much pain

noone to confide

sitting in a dark room, feeling that poison enter my veins

falling from grace, losing it all

noone to blame

ignoring her calls

shes sitting on the porch

tears falling like rain

its a shame

i loved her so much

nothing will ever be the same

but your love wasnt good enough

i still needed that rush

i was born fucked up

all i ever wanted was to be loved..