caged animal

A commission of a crime
Now I got to do time
19 years old and only 160 pounds
Why did those motherfuckers have to drop a dime
I never liked politics before
The politics here are anything but a bore
Here's a knife go to the yard
What if I'm in danger I can't depend on any guards
God please don't let me die
A good life I promise I will try
Weakness can't be shown, I can never cry
I don't even like to fight
But fight I will, I will give it all my might
Anyone can turn on you even when you think you're tight
I can't focus on the outside
To the end I will ride
The sentence is ending what will I do
Now back in society suffering from ptsd I have the blues
I cry myself to sleep every night for what's going on with me I have no clue
Change is do
Push through that thinking it is weak
Push through it I did I stood on the tallest peaks