Lost Time

I wish I had more,
More time to spend,
All your ears to bend,

Didn't really get to know you,
Never get the chance to show you,
The authentic me I've found,
My hopes and dreams unbound.

Now all these tears,
After all these years,
This pain in my heart,
Is this where I start?

To just say what I need,
To finally plant that seed,
Just crumble and feel,
Is this how I heal?