Love Abandoned

Yesterday I let go of tenderness,
Love, ask for my reason of neglect,
I replied, while heartbreak echoed out my voice, 
Long ago, I anxiously awaited your harvest. 

A once plentiful necessity; now a desolate undesired affection, 
Which brewed up toxic tempest leaving me in devastation; a uncontrollable destruction of emotionless, 
Resembling a untamed bull holding crimson in it's wild eyes. 

Causing a furious rampage within life I've forgotten, 
Depression' s darkening shadow distorted my futures vision, 
As I drift softly in to a sea of misery,
Sanity's shore disappeared out of existence. 

Loneliness a misty sweat sticking to my skin like humidity, 
Lost forever with thoughts of false passion; I deeply buried my compassion's grace, 
As it lay rested with peace, 
I reflect emptiness; appearing to the opposite sex a mislead mortal. 

I abandon love's softly caress, 
A yearning intermittently conceiving; my own realistic nightmare of lonesomeness...